Pre-Sem Break Hang-Over

Woke up with my head feeling heavy and a bit throbbing at the sides... Parang may hang-over ako... Bakit naman? I didn't drink last night, regardless of the temptation and the mood...

Is it because of my misdeeds yesterday? (Ha! Ano kaya iyon? hehe)

Or because I was inviting everyone the intense wish to drink? (Unfair! Experienced the hang-over first hindi ko man lang na feel ang euphoric effects of drinking?)

Maybe it's because I slept for only a few hours yesterday and the day before that and before that... (Kaso hindi ba ginagawa ko nmn ito tlga in med school? I don't feel any "hangovers" from coffee or lack of sleep before)

Or it could be due to too much studying!! (Woo hoo!!! Does that mean I'm excused NOT to study??!)

Or is it still because of progesterone? (Yep, blame it on nature)

I go for the fourth reason... haha

Lead me to sleep

I hate progesterone!!!

Argh... I hate these times of the month... They drive me crazy... and I drive everyone else around me crazy. I just feel so agitated and angry and really passionate... I just can't study... So many feelings inside of me ready to burst...

Gusto ko nalang ata tumakbo to let off these steam... Right here in the middle of timog and tomas morato!! Yeah... weird girl running around... haha

Hopefully, this gets over soon... sometime before the exams begin on Monday...

Mr & Ms Med 2007

Siyempre, na late ako at muntik ng dire-diretso ang tulog ko! Haha Buti nalang pinagtiyagaan akong gisingin ni Julie at kumatok sa apartment... Else, dire-diretso na ang tulog ko hanggang umaga! Hehe (May phone is in ultra-silent with the vibrator off to enable me to sleep... kaso I guess too much haha)

Nagising ako 8:30 na, haven't eaten dinner and still in PJ's! Panic mode! Pero we managed to see Di and the other terps dance and the military part of the show.
Pero after noon, I was awake na for the gimik afterwards at MOA!

Yehey! Finally! Lumabas na ako with Tin Ko! Forever kaming nagkakasalisi! Hehe We stayed out until 4 or 430 na ata. Fun! Free drinks!! Na ako na nmn ang umubos ng tequilla... pero nevertheless hindi pa rin lasing?! Haha

Almost there... two exam days nalang!

I want to go to Sagada! Kaso mag rainy season na.. papayagan pa kaya ako?! Or sana maging family outing na lang para sure! at pag ganoon at least wala pa expense sa akin haha sayang, hindi natuloy ung august sagada weekend dahil sa three-week postponed ang exams! bad trip talaga iyon!

But for some reason, I don't like to be in vacation mode just yet. In vacation mode, you have lots of time again to think. And I hate thinking, right? I hate contemplating on things that are not objective, on things that have gray areas, because those are the things that no one really knows the answer. I hate feeling unsure. People who know me knows that I like being right! haha And not knowing for sure, or being uneasy is a weakness that I hate. Maybe that's what drives me to study in the wee hours of the morning, especially when preparing for oral presentations.

Hay... I just cannot help thinking of the "what ifs" in life... I hate it... It's just a waste of time and effort. And more so, when the vacation comes, when there is ample time to just stare out the window (my favorite thing) and suddenly... stuff just comes in my brain that i don't even realize that i'm thinking!

More importantly on my mind right now? Distracting me from exams? I have a friend who humiliated me in front of other people, therefore hurting me. Should I tell or not what I'm feeling? NOT! Simply because I don't want to talk anymore and I just want things to blow over eventually. So here I am, nursing my crushed ego, and the other party just rolls on by, kamustahin ka, as if nothing happened!! Now, that hurts, right? Might as well as not talk to her at all! So... I'm not. And hopefully, I don't have to during the next three weeks sa break. Sana TALAGA hindi na kami magkita at all! Ganoon kalaki ang damage sa pride ko!

Right, meron lang ata ako kaya ganito na naman ako... Distracted... Or easily distracted...

Ok, focus na... I still have three more exams to prepare for...

C1 Night Out

Okay... so very busy that I didn't have time to post this! Grabe! More than two months na ba ito sa akin?? Nakapila pa nga ata sa folders ko ang mga pics to post eh...

We ate dinner at Kamay-Kainan (actually sila lang pala; Ria and I were super late because of the traffic in Katipunan; nagka-CRAMPS ako while driving! Buti nlng traffic so nagstretch nalang ako...). Tapos 2 oras ba namin pinagtalunan if pupunta kami ng alchemy or what?! Haha kaso nakakabitin kasi sa oras, at may iba naka slippers lng so talagang 2 oras pinagtalunan, eh 6 kami so walang tie-breaker hehe

Anyway, pumunta na lang kami sa Metro Walk. Rheabelles and Erika sumunod din after watching a movie in Trinoma (nagkita lang kami doon eh). Siyempre dahil late na kami pumunta, isang set lang ang narinig namin doon sa live band na pinagtalunan pa namin hehe (still can't get over the 2-hr discussion of where to go na may inuman and live band haha)