Monday, October 30, 2006

Reasons Why You Should Be Happy


1. You don't have to listen to my nagging (AKA you could do whatever you want).

2. You don't have to do me any special favors (AKA hindi mo na ako kailangan sunduin or kumain or do things with me)

3. You don't have to treat me anymore.

4. You don't have to go through your decisions with me.

5. You don't have to be upset or care if I become upset.

6. You are now free to be with any one, and I have no reason to be jealous.

7. You are now free to go to bars and inumans and parties and stuff until the morning light.

8. You don't have to reply to me if I text you.

9. You have so much free time now.

10. You don't have to choose whoever you want to invite to your outings.



Why should you be so depressed? Hindi ba dapat ako iyong depressed? Ako
naman iyong linoko and hurt and stuff eh. I really don't get it...



My reasons why I think I kept on holding on to you for so long now:

1. I really thought you could make up and change. I held to that thought for so long.

2. Because you were the one who did me first. But now I realized it
doesn't matter. I'm not the only girl who made the same mistake. It's
just another regret in my life. It's funny because I never really
wanted to do it at the time. Now I just regretted it more di ba?

3. Ateneo people

4. You're my closest guy friend even before hindi tayo.

5. I was afraid that I would not find another boyfriend. Ha! But I
realized it doesn't matter if I have a new one or not, I don't need
another guy. I could live on my own, it may be a bit lonely at times
pero whatever. Actually, I wasn't looking for a boyfriend noong naging
tayo eh. Crush lang tlga kita, I never thought you would like me the
same way. Hanggang ngayon I kept on asking myself, "Why me?"

6. Pag hindi naman tayo nag-aaway, it's fun naman eh.



My reasons why it's time to break up:


1. Matagal na tayong nag brebreak. At least ikaw iyong nakikipag break,
but you never had the follow through. For our sake, ako na ang
makikipag break para final na. Alam kong pagod ka na rin.


2. You broke a lot of promises. I'm not just saying regarding your vow
of chastity or fidelity, but sobrang dati pang broken promises.


3. A little self respect and preservation


4. I got really hurt. Tequila is now my best friend.




Sabi nga nila, it's better to get out of a relationship than stay in a
bad relationship. I don't think ganun kasama ang relationship natin,
but I think we both needed time and space. You need time to do your
thing (sabi baka late bloomer ka) and I totally respect that. Actually,
sobrang okay lang sa akin for a reason that I don't want to write
anymore. But KD knows and she agrees, so may sense naman iyong reason
ko hehe



Ang difference lang naman na hindi na tayo, sabi mo nga is the hug and
kisses eh. Pag tiningnan mo iyong mga reasons sa itaas, you'll realize
it's true naman so okay lang. The more you come to the realization that
it's not that bad, I'm sure makaka aral ka na ulit :)



May letter na akong ginawa dating nag break tayo eh, kaso I think it
was an angry letter hehe But I think nasa apartment ata. I'll just give
it to you sa pasukan nalang.




Friday, October 20, 2006

Ayoko na...


Bakit ganun ang buhay?? Ang hirap naman... Kahit bakasyon na, hindi pa
rin ako makatunganga... Laging nag-iisip. Pano nga ba malalaman kung
tama ang mga pinaggagagawa nating desisyon?



Ayoko na... Ata... Pero ano nga ba mangyayari afterwards? Hindi ko na
alam ano gagawin ko. Mag school na lang kaya para hindi ko na ito
isipin?? Kung kelan kasi nagkakaoras para sa sarili, doon nalang
napapaisip. At least kung madami ginagawa, hindi pa kailangan isipin
hanggang sa dumating na iyong oras. Tapos iyon nga lang, pag dating sa
oras na iyon... hindi mo nmn alam kung tama nga iyong ginawa mo.
Although kahit ilan beses isip-isipin, never mo naman tlga malalaman
kung ano ang gusto mo.



Ayoko na, pero ano ang mangyayari??? huhuhu Baka nmn natatakot lang ako
sa pagbabago? Actually, more importantly, happy ba ako sa decision ko?
Minsan kasi oo, minsan hindi... Pano ba naman iyon? hehe ang gulo gulo
tlga ng isip ko! Bakit ba ako ganito? Maybe someone should make the
decision for me... or something. Pero kahit may decision na by that
something, hindi pa rin nman ako nag aagree sa decision niya.
Obviously, ayoko iyong decision na iyon hehe



Nakakainis nmn! Ano ba ang gusto ko?









C1 Night Out




Shucks! Kelan pa nga ba ito?? Sometime after ng 1st shifting exams right?? Well, something like that. Basta ito iyong nawalan ng pasok dahil sa lakas ng ulan. Madaming na late dahil baha papunta.

Kumain kami sa Komakase ba iyon? hehe Basta some Japanese restaurant in Tomas Morato. And then we went to Zirkoh after...

Jek, nasa iyo ba iyong ibang pics? Ang konti lang pala ng pics na nakuha ko eh