Cross Roads

I passed the board. Yey!

Now, what do I want in life?
Do I want to go into residency? And specialize? Specialize on what exactly?

Surgery takes too long a time.
My ideal would be OB, because cases are similar, it has a medical and surgical side. BUT, there are too much OBs out there.
I know I won't go into pedia... well, because... I hate computations? It's hard to get an accurate history from them? They are not simply "younger" adults.
I though about going to ENT because it has a medical and surgical side, too. According to a resident, I could train in Europe for 6-12 mos, and I would become a plastic surgeon! Wow! That's the specialty I want if ever I wanted surgery. But, just like ophtha, I need equipment to start my practice, and well, I didn't really find it easy to use such equipments. I also do not like studying the head part basically.
Since I am undecided, I thought about IM. After all, if all else fails, the point of whole medical school simply revolve around this, right? Also, most of I know would generally benefit from this, since most of my friends would be adults! And try ko lang, if after 3-4 yrs, I'm still undecided, at least I finished IM correct? Then it would be to pick another subspec such as endo or maybe the depressing hema-onco... Both diseases run in the family.

But what about Emergency Medicine? Positive points would be I would know how to treat an acute emergency wherever I go (but then again, all doctors should know this!), it's exciting that I think the years will fly by, and it has a surgical and medical field too. Negative points would be that after residency, what will I become? ER Med are usually associated with a hospital, or working abroad. ER Med is not that develop in the Philippines. I also read that if I want to earn money, ER Med would be good... Probably because it's a growing specialty in the Philippines, and maybe in the future, all hospitals will really be manned by ER Med...
But I also do not have regularly follow-up patients. (Except maybe if I was in the province practicing, and I have my own outpatient clinic.)

Anyway, I applied for ER Med in St Luke's and IM in Capitol.

But I'm not really sure.
Really? What I want is to work for a while. Or travel. Or both, such as work somewhere new.
That's why, I really want to pass this job interview and hope I could be a cruise MD!
Apparently, not everyone who submits their requirements are given interview opportunities!

So yeah, I think Cruise MD is my first choice.
Then, maybe I will take up my cousin with her offer for a moonlighting stint at Naga.
I don't know... And then, I haven't really thought... what if St Luke's or Capitol calls me?
Do I pick my moonlighting stint over them?
Well, if it's Cruise MD, I think I shall...
After all, I did promise to myself I will have my one year of rest, right? =)